Yeah so what? Everybody in the world emailing and filling my notes with garbage messages that Jensen and Daneel already engaged, so what? what u trying to tell me? that I'm just a damn loser who'll never get my hand on my idol? do I look like his secret girlfriend or something?(I wish) Yeah I admit I'm a huge fan of him and I want to meet him once if I got a chance in this lifetime, yes and this engagement news is hurting me. It's not because of Jensen will be getting married soon (I hope not for now) but the way news spread, it's not Jensen who officially told everyone about this news, it's her girlfriend!!>.< (what word 'gedik' in English language?) I hate when someone bragging like "yeah! I already engaged to him yeaaah! bla bla!" (insert puke sound effect here) Don't be happy to soon because there are many sticky fingers out there comin' to get your BF!! (alright done my ranting here)

on the other hand, I'm glad Jensen have found his own sweetheart.. I'm still searching for my OWN!

Well... where should I start? everything went to fast since my last journal, 2 episodes of SPN already past, my VergilPC was broken since last week and I already took it to the shop and thank God for the receipt and warranty I managed to change my fried RAM to brand new one free of charge. My new graphic novel will becoming soon, and there's an autograph session to be attend this November, not to mention I'm still counting my days to continue my master in US,and I have yet not to announce the winner of 'Brotherly Love' challenge!!! T___T


JIMMY FANFICTIONS

But first of all, I wanna thank you to all the DA fellowers who wrote the story based on this picture...


read the fanfictions here!
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I wanna cry everytime I read all your fics! They're all so beautiful and some of the stories are totally out from what I've imagined but it comes out nicely with the theme of the picture, thank you so much! you really made me happy by doing all this.. and I'm still waiting for more fanfics based on this pic! Frankly speaking, I love Jimmy and Castiel, and I hope Eric will make one spin off episode for him someday, because I can't get enough of him every time he appeared in several episodes!

I really wish to see Dean Smith and Sam Wesson again, I love those guys so much! I tried to find fanfics about them but they're so hard to find! so if you stumble on the fics about him do tell me!


100% GEMPAKSTARZ AUTOGRAPH SESSION

MORE INFORMATION ABOUT THE EVENT HERE ---> [link]
When teh editor told me, "xan, you got an autograph session this November" and I say.. "yeah right, like that will gonna happen"... and he's not kidding

venue: Sungei Wang Plaza, Kuala Lumpur ^{easily reached by Bukit Bintang Monorail}
Date: 21-23 November 2009
Time:
Saturday 4.15pm- Kaoru, Xanseviera (yeah that's me), Juice and Leoz
Sunday 4.45pm- Kaoru, Rodney Koh, Xanseviera and C2V
Monday 4.00pm- Kaoru, Ayour (Fakhroul Anour and Xanseviera

When you come there, please feel free to talk to me.. because I'm not very good to be the person who start a conversation, I don't want to be mistaken as a rude person You can bring along your works and we can discuss about it together and maybe having an art jam when I got free time there (because me and *RARACHAN will be at the venue all day long)

Oh and Cosplay competition will also be held there! what would I love to see is someone cosplay as my Fairy Godbrothers character!! (dream on XAN!) and not to forget good luck to all the Bakat Baru finalists, this is your moment! Trust me, for once I was in your shoes back in 2002 and 2003 and it's such a wonderful experience to remember


'SNAP!' GRAPHIC NOVEL COMING SOON THIS JANUARY 2010!


When teh editor said "xan, please send me the items to be compiled for your SNAP! graphic novel before this end of November" and I said "yeah, right" and once again he's not kidding!

To all Malaysians who followed this story in Utopia I want to thank you very much for reading and supporting this comic! I never expected this comic will be in full color actually, but it's really nice to see someone colored my comics.. what's your opinion about this comic? and I'm still in the process creating the cover for this upcoming graphic novel, so my brain is kinda stuck up right now... any bright ideas?


OLD DEAN vs HORATIO SAM

I've got enough comments from you all every time I posted a new poll every week! 5x07 The curious case of Dean Winchester and 5x08 Changing Channels are the best episodes I ever watch so far!!! but 'Changing Channels' episode have bring the the laughing moment to a new level.. Personally I love old Dean, Chad Everett did a great job bringing old Dean to life! I'm almost cried in the end of the scene, I wish Dean will hug uncle Bobby! *but oh well, Supernatural is already packed with chick-flick moments* (for now ) I'm torn to choose between Dean awkward moment with Dr.Sexy and Sam turned into KITT Impala!! I'm all giddy when Trickster is actually the archangel!!! Does that mean we can see more of teh Trickster in future? it's not fair for Castiel standing rebel for the Winchesters... he definitely need some of his brothers by their side to fight Lucifer alongside with Sam and Dean (not to mention how mad Dean was when his angel got bullied by the Trickster )

I noticed that before 'Changing Channels' appeared in season 5, there are already some of the vids I faved in Youtube featuring the same kind of concept, maybe the writers got the ideas from the fans (again?) I'm really excited when the writers took serious about everything SPN fans done to their fandom and here's the list of my favorite 'Changing Channel' videos

'Channel Hopping' by ash4897 ---> [link]
^{I dig teh Twilight Zone}
'Supernatural TV Funhouse' by maichan2 ---> [link]
^{Incest warning!!!}


and for some enlightment... screenshot spamz!!

5x07 The curious case of Dean Winchester


<sup>"Grumpy old men in teh house!!!!!!!!!"
Dean&Bobby: "SHUT UP XAN!!"


kinda freaky to notice all the similarities between em


Casino Royale moment, with Dean's life on stake!! go Sammy GO!!>.<


Teh Idjit pom pom victory dance, yay!</sup>


5x08 Changing Channels
I can't even choose which one I want to show you!


<sup>Teh tandem bicycle moment!! with flowers in the basket..


ring a bell anyone? (papa john in Grey's anatomy *wink* *wink* )


OMG OMG! here comes Dr. Sexy! what should I do Sam whatshouldIdo!??


pretty boy's angel to teh RESCUE!!*or not*


herpes confession moment...


CSI MIAMI!! "well I say... JACKPOT" (thank god dante n vergil are not included in this moment)


Knight Rider Impala!!!!!! and Sammy as KITT lolololololllll!!


"come meh padawan! let's join Misha's minion on twitter!!" OMG OMG! teh best shot of Trickster.... ever!!!</sup>

CONTEST RESULTS WILL BE ANNOUNCE IN THE NEXT JOURNAL! TILL THEN!

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SUPERNATURALISM: the new cult?
One of my friend give me the most interesting thing she wrote on her LJ ---> [link]
and guess what? I did all she mentioned in that list everyday.. I hope you don't mind I paste it in here kitsunechan!

Supernaturalism (mock religion comprised of Supernaturalists)
^{by kitsunehi13 , Head of Supernaturalism, and Co-written with roboartemis , Head of Wholigion}


Kripke Hear Our Cry!

It is customary to repeat the phrase "Kripke Hear Our Cry" and to say it at the end of prayers and wishes.* The phrase was first used by =xanseviera on Deviantart.com in August 2009.
*Supernatural is the only show that takes the fans' opinion on plot and characters so seriously.So the meaning is self-explanatory.


Converting people

It is the responsibility of every Supernaturalist to spread the Word of Kripke. Mass conversion is often done through Supernatural marathons. Snacks are a useful tool to luring people to a marathon. It is customary but not necessary to begin conversions with season one. Do not be overbearing. If your offer to convert a person is rejected three times, you are not allowed to pester them for at least 3 months.


Loyal opposition of 'Wholigion'

Wholigion is another mock religion consisting of the followers of Doctor Who. They go by the term "Wholigans" and are on occasion also Supernaturalists. Wholigans have no regard for internal continuity, stable rules, or looking before they leap. They do not believe in being prepared, having a plan, or solving problems with violence. (They would make John Winchester weep.) They do, however, share our views on knowing your enemy. (I am currently urging roboartemis , Head of Wholigion, to update her LJ. All should look forward to her word. Meanwhile, you can bother her on Twitter.)


Holding vigil

There are times when a Supernaturalist goes through withdrawal and needs the help of the community. During these times it is our responsibility to help them and hold a Supernatural marathon. This will help cure ailing Supernaturalists and also strengthen bonds in the community.


At least one pilgrimage in your lifetime to a Supernatural convention

It is not only fun but also healthy for a Supernaturalist to attend a convention. There one can meet other members of Supernaturalism, as well as several holy figures (i.e. Actors and Writers). At conventions, Supernaturalists can fully submerge themselves into the religion. Bonds are made and strengthen, and our Almighty Kripke is pleased. These conventions can be found all over the world through different organizations.


Holidays

Major holidays include the Almighty Kripke's birthday, the day of the Season Premiere, as well as the day of the Season/Series Finale. Holidays are generally celebrated by hosting marathons that include snacks and beverages. Although often unsuccessful, Supernaturalists try to avoid work on these major holidays.


Laws

*Always be prepared:

i.e. Carry rock salt, exorcism books, any Supernatural-related literature (for study), always carry provisions (i.e. peanut M&Ms), stay alert (i.e. look out for blinking lights, cold rooms, malfunctioning electronic equipment), learn some form of self defense (yes, crossbows count), always have an alias and an alibi

*When in doubt, burn it

*Must stop and salute any 1967 Impalas

*It is advisable to have a Devil's Trap on a person at all times (and on vehicles). Tattoos are always fun but not required, we will accept permanent marker.

*It is also encouraged to become familiar with popular 80's rock music

*No Chick Flick moments

*"Jerk" and "Bitch" are considered terms of endearment

*Must watch Supernatural once a week during an active season and once a month during the off season and after the series has ended

*Any mass gathering of Supernaturalists must include a reading from one of the official novels, The Book of Monsters, or the sacred John Winchester's Journal

*Wincest: Impossible to Forbid and Impossible to Defend

*Community work is encouraged

i.e. Donate to charities in Supernatural's name (or somehow related to Supernatural), such as Fandom Rocks or a current fundraiser being done in Jim Beaver's name

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WHY I LOVE SUPERNATURAL?

JENSEN ACKLES @ DEAN WINCHESTER
^{Teh dearest big brother who loves his little brother more than anything in this world..}








JARED PADALECKI @ SAM WINCHESTER
^{Champion of puppy eyes but this little brother never failed to crush his big brother's heart...mentally or physically?}








MISHA COLLINS @ CASTIEL (The Angel of Thursday)
^{Always being a comfort to Dean when things got tumbling over, and still he's the only one who fight on Dean's side when all side of the world against him... always be a little angel for him}








ABOVE ALL THAT.. IT'S ALWAYS FUN TO WATCH THEM BOTH TOGETHER..








hehe...


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